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01 January 2020 @ 12:50 am
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lockedgaze
03 October 2009 @ 04:09 pm
Hello, i'll be shifting over to http://lockedgaze.onsugar.com/ .
And this will be a locked journal from today onwards. So goodbye.
 
 
lockedgaze
02 October 2009 @ 09:40 pm
crap  
Both computers at home are fixed.
Oh yeah, i wonder whether it's good or not.

Damn it, i don't know what to do online nowadays!
It's getting SOOOOOOOOOOO BOOOOORRRINNGGGGGG!


it's the thought that counts,
inner beauty is more important than outer beauty.
MY FOOT. That's just bullshit.
 
 
lockedgaze
01 October 2009 @ 02:23 pm
Don't ask me why i'm able to update, i just can. Lols.
Anyway, thanks girls for the wonderful birthday celebration :D The Ugly Truth was terribly nice okay, and the cake was so yummy! What is it supposed to be again? Devil? Hahaha :D

Mock exams are so redundant. Freaking waste my time.

Oh and they didn't change the Graduation Night date. I was hoping that they change so i can make it to TPRAWKS!! but i guess it's byebye to TPRAWKS!! now.

Counting down 24 more days to Os. I'm studying everyday, how more hardworking can i get? Lmao.

OHH! And there's the Three Little Pigs in our class - Black Pig, White Pig and the Roasted Pig.
Three little pigs went out one day,
over the hills and far away,
......

HOW COOL! :D LMFAO!

Goodnight peeps! :)
 
 
Current Mood: jealous
 
 
lockedgaze
24 September 2009 @ 05:15 pm
Woah, quite some time didn't update le.
Been quite busy with revision and mock exams, exhausting leh.
Plus both my computers broke down and i'm using sis's lappy now.
It's a good thing, lol.

Oh, and i just went to J8 yesterday and collected my phone. But i freaking have to wait for 30mins like wtf. And went to the library to study for like only1.5 hours with Yvonne. Oh, and i've to thanks Yvonne for the treat! THANKYOU ILY! :D

Pon-ing school tomorrow cause' it's my BIG DAY! HAHA, no la. Cause there's EL and HCL mock papers and i so don't wish to waste my time doing. Lol.

Ohoh! And it's my mum's bday today! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY;D!

Stayed back for Chemistry Review session today and Jingyan drew this super hot guy! But she didnt draw hands for him. I'm going to get her to give it to me after she's finished with the whole body. HAHA :D

& I wanna get a LEVIS watch cause' it's super nice. Saw a red one which is damn pretty. BUT, too bad, i don't wear a watch. I think i'll probably leave it to rot if i bought it. Lmao.
 
 
Current Mood: chipper
 
 
lockedgaze
13 September 2009 @ 04:12 pm
I'll be deceiving myself if i say i don't despise you.
The sight of you irked me, the thought of you disgusted me, that voice of yours made everyone else's sound so melodious.
And i'm ashamed to have the same surname as you.
Really don't understand how can someone be such a copycat plus so act cute plus so proud.
I really take my hats off you man.
Yes, and you're the King of Cats, no one can beat you.
Yes cats, because i despise cats.
Did i do anything wrong in my pastlife to know you? 
FML man.

Anyway, i was just voicing my utter displeasure towards some mutha fucker.
Forget about it.

I settled my library stuffs and borrowed that book on Friday. And wtf, i finished reading it yesterday. And now i've got no books to read, except textbooks.
Fuck textbooks, i want novels.

I managed to finish my A.Maths homework earlier this morning. And i'm so not going to do any Physics. Sick of it.

Bloody hell, i'm in such a lousy mood since i read that blog.
Damn thing, someone please remind me not to visit that fucking blog again.
 
 
Current Mood: bitchy
 
 
lockedgaze
10 September 2009 @ 11:34 am
Joke of the Day:
Someone went to Bishan yesterday to send her phone for servicing.
Firstly, she doesn't know where to get a waiting number and ended up standing there like a fool.
Secondly, when it's her turn, she gave the guy 2 pieces of paper, one yellow and one white, when he asked for the receipt for the purchase of her phone.
Then, the guy took and glanced through the white sheet first, folded it and handed it back to her, and said "What's that?" with a why-are-you-giving-me-this look. And he walked away.
She then opened up the piece of white paper and sat there laughing herself.
It turns out that the white sheet of paper was a receipt from Bengawan Solo.
Lmao.

And i'm that stupid person. Got laughed at by so many ppl, wtf. And i waited for almost 2 hours before i get my turn. Damn it.

Anyway, i went to Yishun library after that while waiting for my tuition to start.
I was reading this book called "Wicked Deeds on a Winter Night" if i'm not wrong. And i'm intending to borrow it plus another called "Vixen".
And damn my card, i can't borrow it.
Membership invalid + Outstanding fines of $3.60 + Loss of library card before + Loss of EZ-Link card before
Now i'll have to pay a total of $8.60 if i want a new library card to borrow books.
And now i'll have to wait till Friday to borrow those books.
Fuuuucccckk!

It's my unlucky day yesterday.

Should i go TPRAWKS!! ? So many fucked up bitches going, if i go, won't i be making my own life miserable?
Damn it. Fuck you bitch.
 
 
Current Mood: infuriated
 
 

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lockedgaze
09 September 2009 @ 01:23 pm
HAPPY B'DAY YVONNE! :D

Haha, somebody reached 19years old already! Lmao.

Anyway, i feel like shifting my portfolio @ blogger to onsugar cause' blogger's been such an ass.
But i don't really like onsugar layouts.
Oh and i quit Plurk, it's seriously lame.

and someone's being super suaku, yucks.
Bye.
 
 
Current Mood: bitchy
 
 
lockedgaze
08 September 2009 @ 08:04 pm
More photos, lazy to post all.


Anyway, i did two more drawings last night, cause i can't sleep. Haha, view them @ http://pastimelove.blogspot.com if you want.
I went jogging with Joey as well, and realised that she's so much weaker than i am la! Haha! It's a great discovery :D

And i just went to trim my hair after tuition. Somehow i feel that the teacher got a super fuck face.

And i was wondering whether or not should i go sign up for TPRAWKS!! leh. I feel like going, but it clashes with our school Graduation Night. Somemore, some ppl i dislike will/might be going as well. But Jiahui've registered already. But idk why i'm wanting to go leh, since i'm also not considering Polytecnics, let alone TP. Dilemma. Nevermind, i guess i'll just confirm at a later date.

Hah, 5 more days of holiday, i think i better start my revision tomorrow, fast! cause i haven't touch any homework at all for the past days. :)

I'm taking my phone for servicing tomorrow. Cause' it can't sense anything that i connect it to, be it earpiece, USB or whatever. And i can't charge it as well. Fortunately for me, mummy bought a battery charger and a spare battery. Stupid gadget, i haven't used it for a year yet and it's giving me problems already. Damn it, i still have to bear with this stupid phone for at least one more year before i can get a new one. ~!@#$%^&*
I swear i'm so going to get a LG or Samsung phone next year. NO MORE SE. >:-(

 
 
Current Mood: crappy
 
 
lockedgaze
06 September 2009 @ 01:24 pm



Went to Escape Theme Park yesterday to celebrate Yvonne's bday in advance.
Now i'm sunburnt all over. Lmao.
Just post some of the photos taken. I'll put up more when i got them from the rest.

Meanwhile, feel free to visit my online portfolio @ http://pastimelove.blogspot.com
Thanks! :D

Now i've to go for my cousin's bday party. Seeya!
 
 
Current Mood: cheerful
 
 
lockedgaze
03 September 2009 @ 04:11 pm


I SHOULD BE STUDYING NOW.

I feel so slack now. Human geog and Physics paper tomorrow, and i'm not studying. Wtf.
I did my notes for Geography of Food already, so there's still Development and Tourism. Fuck tourism, i study food la.
From now till 12am, i've still got 8 hours left. 8 hours to study 2 chapters? I'm not god.

After tomorrow, it'll MY turn to play.
I've been leading a way too monotonous life for these 2 weeks.
EXAM, STUDY, SLEEP
EXAM, STUDY, SLEEP
EXAM, STUDY, SLEEP

My life's been revolving around these 3 things. Pui.

I need money, money, moneyyyyyyy.
I've only left like around 60 bucks to spend. CRAZY!
And i'm still aiming on buying a camera, a phone, a Macbook, clothes.
Tell me, how is it possible uh?
Obviously an unachievable aim.

And i have great difficulties tolerating someone. Fuck, just the thought of her makes my blood boil. Damn it.

On a brighter note, i think Kim Hyun Joong became really very, yes and i mean very, handsome after he cut his hair. Damn, how can someone look so good?

 
 
Current Mood: lethargic
 
 
lockedgaze
24 August 2009 @ 07:42 pm
Wow, i managed to not use the computer for so many days already. Anyway there's also nth for me to do when i turn on the computer nowadays.

Well, i've been studying intensively for the past few days. I went to Mos Burger on saturday to study alone and i finished studying the whole chapter on Plate Tectonics. Quite a great achievement since the chapter is a heavy one.
I studied for 10 hours straight yesterday as well. And i'm glad i did study so hard. Today's chemistry paper 2 was easy. Maybe it really is easy.
A Maths P1 was a killer. Crazy teacher set so difficult paper. I left like 30+ marks blank :(

Tomorrow's English paper. No need to study, so i'm preparing for Geog paper on wednesday.

I'm aiming for an L1R5 of like 15 points this Prelim 2 and then 9 points for 'O's.
AJC AJC AJC~
I'm going to study real hard to reach my target and i'm going to prove those people that i'm not stupid. Since i can score so much better than you for my PSLE last time, i'm certain i'll be able to do it again this time round. Just you watch.

Bye, i'm back to studying again.
 
 
lockedgaze
11 August 2009 @ 05:34 pm

Hello journal,
yes, i'm sick, again.
Most prolly not going to school tomorrow, again.
Damn it, i just finished a whole course of anti-biotics and now i'm falling sick again.
WTF.

Had Physics 'O' level SPA today, and well, i guess i did pretty okay.
Was actually planning on going to AMK Hub after school with Sandra, Deb, Yvonne and Jingyan to catch the movie, UP 3D. But in the end cancelled. Damn myself for falling sick.

Had steamboat with family on National Day.
And this year's NDP was so much better than previous years, i think.
Singapore Idol audition was damn funny. I was practically laughing my lungs out from the start till the end.
The most funny one was the girl who said she is Asia Avril Lavigne. LMAO.
And there's this guy sing song no sound come out one. LOL.
Played Monopoly with sisters after the show and i thought like since it's National Day, so i'll chose the Merlion counter. And i thought i'll win. In the end i'm the first to go bankrupt. Lol.

Okay, bye.

 
 
Current Mood: tired
 
 
lockedgaze
07 August 2009 @ 11:53 am

Finally i'm able to log onto this stupid web. Last night i can't go any sites except Facebook.

Anyway, last 2 days were so tiring.
Wednesday all my friends didnt go to school since there's not much lessons too. And almost all the teachers didnt come also. And during HCL lesson, the teacher showed us The Grudge 2, scary movie.
Lunch at Mac with HQ and went to her house. She bought a magazine called Her World and there's this very interesting article in it. Hahaha, shan't elaborate on it. Anyway, we sure had a good laugh after reading it. LOL.
Went to tuition with her after that from 6.30pm to 9.30pm. And there's this fucking bhb guy in our class. Can't stand him.
And i reached home only at 10pm, just in time for the TV show.
And i wore my school uniform from morning 6am to night 10pm. Great uh?

Heng all my friends came yesterday. But again, there wasn't much lessons too. And the lessons were so boring as well, i almost fell asleep in all of them.
But during the last period of English, the teacher gave us free period so Sandra, Yvonne and me began talking about handsome guys. Sandra and me both thinks that 潘玮柏 is super shuai. Haha. And after recess during Emaths lesson, teacher didnt come again so we chatted about the same topic again, but this time round with HQ instead of Sandra. Haha, i admit we're boy-crazy. But which girl doesn't adores handsome guys? Lol.
Anyway, the principal talked to us about our grades during assembly period, and yes, i'm more motivated to study hard for 'O's after seeing our horrendous results. Congrats to me. 
Stayed back with Yvonne and Jingyan after school for Physics remedial since we all failed our Physics Prelim 1. We left the school only at 5pm and bus-ed to Northpoint to take the train. I went with Yvonne to Toa Payoh first and bought bubble tea from this shop called KOI. And wow, their milk tea is the best i'd ever tried, but the price is much more expensive as well. 
Trained to Bishan to meet a blogshop owner and got my bag. Sort of regretted buying it since i wont be going anywhere in the next few weeks and months. And i'm also going to get the necklace i purchased online sometime next week. Again, i won't have any use for that for the time-being. Lol.

And yes, i didnt go to school today. 
I'm planning on staying at home for the next 3 days to study for Prelim 2.
I MUST do much better in it. Yes, MUST.

Okay, off to study. Bye! :)
 

 
 
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: 双人舞 - 潘玮柏
 
 

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lockedgaze
04 August 2009 @ 07:31 pm
Green Yellow Pink ;
My favourite colour combination for now. Isn't it pretty? :D
Okay, it was during lessons yesterday. I was bored so i started playing around with my colour marker pens. As you can see, i've got like 11? So idk how, these 3 colours ended up together in my hands. And i was like "Eh, very nice very nice."
Lmao. I realised i don't need to talk so much about it. -.-

Anyway, i'd made up my mind to study real hard these few weeks for the upcoming Prelim 2.
Yes, i'm very determined to do that.
Felt suddenly very motivated to study after Mr Lee showed us some documents today.
Idk why.
But, i'm going to aim a B for Physics for Prelim 2. Yes.
And i'm targetting an L1R5 of 15 points.
I can make it. Don't underestimate me okay.

Oh, and i'm so going to pon school this Friday since it's National Day celebration, nothing much.
I shall stay at home the whole day to study.
Haha :)

And actually, i sort of don't mind if the computer break down now. At least i'll be able to fully concentrate on studies.
Aiya, 2 more months to 'O' levels only leh. Of course i need to pia now liao right?
2 more months and everything will be over.
Then i can look for a job and earn lots of money $_$ :D
 
 
Current Mood: blah
 
 
lockedgaze
31 July 2009 @ 10:03 pm
New skin up.
Sorry i was bored, so decided to kill some time by making a skin. Simple as it is, it still took me a few hours to complete. So don't look down on it please.
Click the link below to preview. :D


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Anyway, school today was super tiring. Had lessons till 12.40pm and there's supposedly HCL lesson after that but i decided to pon it. It's idk the how many times i pon liao le, i guess the teacher also used to it already. Lmao.
Went to Northpoint with Jingyan, Jiahui, Huiqi, Yvonne and Sandra for lunch @ 18 Chefs. Cheap and nice food. And that store is specially for ex-convicts to work in there one. I think it's really meaningful lor. :)
After lunch went to Emphosis see see awhile and i saw this bag i so feel like buying! But i'm broke :(
Walked back to school with HQ and JHui. I thought it'll be a super long walk but actually it isn't! Some good exercise done today. Haha :)
Social studies lesson followed by Chemistry. And i left school only @ 5.30pm.
Fucking tired can!
 
 
 
lockedgaze
30 July 2009 @ 06:29 pm
Fish sculpture painting!
We made our fishes like a month ago and now it's ready to be painted.
Heng all of our fishes managed to survive the burning process.

Our fishes before painting.


Mine. Before and after.

Jiahui's.

Jingyan's.

Deborah's.

Sandra's Japanese fish.

Yvonne's.


Pity i didnt manage to take a picture of HQ's fish. It's really pretty okay!
And it's really very difficult to paint with that effing paintbrush okay!

Anyway, we went to have lunch at Khatib Central before going back to school for the painting. And i had Tom Yum Noodles despite having a sore throat. 以毒攻毒 mah. Hahaha.

Oh, and i'd gotten back my result slip today. Sibei disappointing. L1R5 = 21 points, L1R4 = 14 points. Don't know how they count also. Feels quite inaccurate leh. And i'm surprised i got a B3 for my English. But i just passed Chem, heng heng on the dot 50 marks. I think is teacher let me pass de. But Physics failed by just 1 bloody mark, 49. Wtf. Oh, and i'm surprised i got B4 for Geog too. Better than what i expected.

I swear to myself that i'm so gonna do MUCH better for Prelim 2. And I MEAN IT.
Target, L1R5 for 'O's <13 points.
And i can do it!

Yay! Weekend's coming! :D Cant wait man.
 
 
lockedgaze
28 July 2009 @ 09:56 pm
6 days of rotting since last Thursday.

Yes, 6 days, and i've done nothing constructive at all.
I slept everyday, from morning till noon, and watched teevee till night, and sleep again.

Today went to Sun Plaza with mummy in the morning. Went home after that and i'd been sleeping and watching teevee till now. Wtf.
There's like so much homework not done la! And Jiayin came to my house just now to deliver another stack of worksheets. Sibei jialat, not a single one done yet! Not i don't want to do, i tried doing, but i've been having a headache since yesterday morning. I can't do anything with the effing headache! Worse still, there's 2 geog worksheet to be handed in tomorrow and i've only finished like half of one question, and there's 8 questions! Damn it! I'm prepared for a scolding tomorrow, mummy :(

And i've got my Prelim 2 timetable too.
First paper social studies, in less than a month's time.
And O level Chemistry SPA skill 3 is NEXT MONDAY!
SHIT.

Oh yes, back to school tomorrow~ :D
I heard from my friends that there's lots of work waiting for me :(

Okay, i really gtg now. Headache's killing me.
 
 
Current Mood: giddy
 
 
lockedgaze
26 July 2009 @ 06:51 pm
I don't like being sick :(
Everyday sleep, wake up, eat, sleep, wake up, eat.
No difference from a pig.
I wanna get well soon too and go back to school!

But guess what? I've just got another 3 days of MC :(
I thought i could go back to school tomorrow de. Sian.

I went to see the doctor on Friday and got 2 days MC, so i thought okay, i can go back to school on Monday!
But no.
Was actually feeling very well already on Saturday. And the who knows, Saturday night suddenly fever come again. And this morning woke up had a fever of 38.5 degrees. So mummy brought me to see doctor again, and that's how i got another 3 days MC.

I wanna go back to school la.
Prelim 2 starting in about 2 weeks. How can i possibly miss so many days of lessons?
I seriously need to start my revision now, since i already flunked Prelim 1 so badly.
I think my L1R5 for Prelim 1 is like >20? Wtf. O lvl like that confirm die.

Anyway, i'd made another wallpaper yesterday cause i just discovered that this computer has got Photoshop Elements 7.0 in it! Haha:D
Oh, and i've been reading manga continuously these few days. It's so addictive can.

Okay, i promise i'll start studying tomorrow no matter what.

I'm feeling tired again. Must be the medicine taking effect already.
 
 
Current Mood: tired
 
 
lockedgaze
24 July 2009 @ 10:32 am
:(
Yes, i didn't go to school today.
My temperature hit 39.5 degrees this morning. Siao.
I'm so scared i got H1N1.
 
 
Current Mood: giddy